gonn start writing a speech..

they both have to take me right? Piper doesn't like steven right?

Hello Jurors!! This has been an insane 22 days to say the least.. I've really enjoyed getting to know all of you and our personal chats. I know I didn't speak game with a lot of you.. that was the first part of my strategy. My goal was to make real personal connections and I think I did that with you all (with the exception of Naomi because we did not get to talk much at all due to the twist) and just be your friend as opposed to someone else in the game. I wanted you all to feel safe with me but not feel like we owed each other anything when it came down to it. Dee i loved our talks about kids and motherhood, mojo and I #feltthebernnn , Neo and I both found out we do not go to the gym even tho I pay for it and he has one in his complex...... I could go on but I won't bore you all. Just know all our conversations meant something to me outside of the game.

As I'm sure a lot of you have realized, I am not the competition flop I made myself out to be for the first 14 weeks. The only competitions I actually tried in before week 15 were the two weeks I was on the block early on in the game. I knew winning competitions and showing my cards would have me targeted much earlier and with the connections i had made i did not think i needed to win anything to break any bonds before i had to. These connections are eve further shown when after my two times on the block as a final nominee, out of 31 votes (including Tom's punishment) I only received one vote against me the entire game. Im sure a lot of you thought i could be taken out at a later point and that's how i wanted you to feel.... because I've lost too many games near the end because i seemed too threatening.

I won my first veto in week 15, steven's hoh (that i helped him win by solving half of the math equations)... so I would have been safe no matter what. I knew Steven wanted Lana and Piper out but i did not, not yet. Knowing that Piper had the DPOV.. I knew by using the veto on Lana I would gain their protection at least in the double instead of not using the veto and keeping a pissed piper in the house. It also got Justine and Teddy, two of stevens numbers out on his own hoh (sorry bestie). Y'all may have thought i was being a sheep, but it had nothing to do with playing Lana's game and had everything to do with my safety going forward. Two comp beasts in my corner. When Lana won the triple HOH and POV i knew i made the right choice. I somehow got steven to stay that week and moved into the final 5 with 2/4 odds in hoh.

My plan was to THROW the final 5 hoh and help Steven to be able to play in the 4th but from guessing randomly i happened to pull out a win. I knew then, it was time to break up Lana and Piper. While Lana had already been evicted, her game was incredible... and her underdog story would be something i would vote for in a heartbeat... so i knew when i won the veto that week that i needed her gone. Finally at F4 when i won the veto i took my chance and evicted chidi. I knew both Piper and Steven would take me to the end but wasn't sure of chidis motives or piper's motives if chidi was in the f3 with us.

Despite joining with a duo... Every move i made was to get ME to this point, and nobody else. Being the swing vote in Britney's eviction despite her connection with Steven, sending the Moira vote to a tie despite Steven wanting her out, using the veto on lana to ruin Steven's hoh and have them target him over me. I can't look at the duo as an advantage when Lana and Omar were both evicted as soon as they were caught thanks to witch hunts from joey and mojo lmao. I spent a lot of time telling you all i wouldn't care if you were in a duo because it wouldn't matter and didn't impact my game if you were my ally. This was incase i got exposed.... and i would have gotten away with it too if i didn't come clean at the final 5 to stop my lashing from lana and piper <3

TLDR: Overall i loved playing this game and getting to meet and play with you all. You all made me smile at least once at some point. I am very proud of the game i played and i am excited to answer your questions and hopefully gain your votes tonight! Thank you!!

Hello Jurors!! This has been an insane 22 days to say the least.. I've really enjoyed getting to know all of you and our personal chats. I know I didn't speak too much game with a lot of you.. that was the first part of my strategy. My goal was to make real personal connections and I think I did that with you all (with the exception of Naomi because we did not get to talk much at all due to the twist, sorry girl!) and just be your friend as opposed to someone else in the game. I wanted you all to feel safe with me but not feel like we owed each other anything when it came down to it. Dee i loved our talks about kids and motherhood, mojo and I #feltthebernnn , Neo and I both found out we do not go to the gym even tho I pay for it and he has one in his complex...... I could go on but I won't bore you all. Just know all our conversations meant something to me outside of the game.

As I'm sure a lot of you have realized, I am not the competition flop I made myself out to be for the first 14 weeks. The only competitions I actually tried in before week 15 were the two weeks I was on the block early on in the game. I knew winning competitions and showing my cards would have me targeted much earlier and with the connections i had made i did not think i needed to win anything to break any bonds before i had to and I felt very safe for most of the game. These connections are even further shown when after my two times on the block as a final nominee, out of 31 votes (including Tom's punishment) I only received one vote against me the entire game. Im sure a lot of you thought i could be taken out at a later point and that's how i wanted you to feel.... because I've lost too many games near the end because i seemed too threatening. When it came down to it at the end I won 1 hoh and 3 vetoes in the last 5 weeks of the game in order to ensure both Steven and I would be the two sitting here at finale night.

I won my first veto in week 15, steven's hoh (that i helped him win by solving half of the math equations)... so I would have been safe no matter what. I knew Steven wanted Lana and Piper out but i did not, not yet. Knowing that Piper had the DPOV.. I knew by using the veto on Lana I would gain their protection at least in the double instead of not using the veto and keeping a pissed piper in the house. It also got Justine and Teddy, two of stevens numbers out on his own hoh (sorry besties). Y'all may have thought i was being a sheep, but it had nothing to do with playing Lana's game and had everything to do with my safety going forward. Two comp beasts in my corner. When Lana won the triple HOH and POV i knew i made the right choice. I somehow got steven to stay that week and moved into the final 5 with 2/4 odds in hoh.

My plan was to THROW the final 5 hoh and help Steven to be able to play in the 4th but from guessing randomly i happened to pull out a win. I knew then, it was time to break up Lana and Piper. While Lana had already been evicted, her game was incredible... and her underdog story would be something i would vote for in a heartbeat... so i knew when i won the veto that week that i needed her gone. Taking out Lana personally sucked because we built a great bond but it needed to be done for me to be sitting here tonight. Finally at F4 when i won the veto i took my chance and evicted chidi. I thought both Piper and Steven would take me to the end but wasn't sure of chidis motives or piper's motives if chidi was in the f3 with us. Also by having Steven still in the game i knew at the end people could not use the duos twist against me without using it against him as well.

Despite joining with a duo... Every move i made was to get ME to this point, and nobody else. Being the swing vote in Britney's eviction despite her strong connection with Steven, sending the Moira vote to a tie despite Steven wanting her out, and using the veto on lana to ruin Steven's hoh and have them target him over me all show that I was my own main priority at the end of the day. I can't look at the duo as an advantage when Lana and Omar were both evicted as soon as they were caught thanks to witch hunts from joey and mojo lmao. I spent a lot of time telling you all i wouldn't care if you were in a duo because it wouldn't matter and didn't impact my game if you were my ally. This was incase i got exposed.... and i would have gotten away with it too if i didn't come clean at the final 5 to stop my lashing from lana and piper lololol<3

TLDR: Overall i loved playing this game and getting to meet and play with you all. You all made me smile at least once at some point. I am very proud of the game i played and i am excited to answer your questions and hopefully gain your votes tonight! Thank you!!

Kissing ass to the jury but not to the hosts, le sigh xoxo

ill add in a part for you ok damn ... betch

Hello Jurors!! This has been an insane 22 days to say the least.. I've really enjoyed getting to know all of you and our personal chats. I know I didn't speak too much game with a lot of you.. that was the first part of my strategy. My goal was to make real personal connections and I think I did that with you all (with the exception of Naomi because we did not get to talk much at all due to the twist, sorry girl!) and just be your friend as opposed to someone else in the game. I wanted you all to feel safe with me but not feel like we owed each other anything when it came down to it. Dee i loved our talks about kids and motherhood, mojo and I #feltthebernnn , Neo and I both found out we do not go to the gym even tho I pay for it and he has one in his complex...... I could go on but I won't bore you all. Just know all our conversations meant something to me outside of the game.

As I'm sure a lot of you have realized, I am not the competition flop I made myself out to be for the first 14 weeks. The only competitions I actually tried in before week 15 were the two weeks I was on the block early on in the game. I knew winning competitions and showing my cards would have me targeted much earlier and with the connections i had made i did not think i needed to win anything to break any bonds before i had to and I felt very safe for most of the game. These connections are even further shown when after my two times on the block as a final nominee, out of 31 votes (including Tom's punishment) I only received one vote against me the entire game. Im sure a lot of you thought i could be taken out at a later point and that's how i wanted you to feel.... because I've lost too many games near the end because i seemed too threatening. When it came down to it at the end I won 1 hoh and 3 vetoes in the last 5 weeks of the game in order to ensure both Steven and I would be the two sitting here at finale night.

I won my first veto in week 15, steven's hoh (that i helped him win by solving half of the math equations)... so I would have been safe no matter what. I knew Steven wanted Lana and Piper out but i did not, not yet. Knowing that Piper had the DPOV.. I knew by using the veto on Lana I would gain their protection at least in the double instead of not using the veto and keeping a pissed piper in the house. It also got Justine and Teddy, two of stevens numbers out on his own hoh (sorry besties). Y'all may have thought i was being a sheep, but it had nothing to do with playing Lana's game and had everything to do with my safety going forward. Two comp beasts in my corner. When Lana won the triple HOH and POV i knew i made the right choice. I somehow got steven to stay that week and moved into the final 5 with 2/4 odds in hoh.

My plan was to THROW the final 5 hoh and help Steven to be able to play in the 4th but from guessing randomly i happened to pull out a win. I knew then, it was time to break up Lana and Piper. While Lana had already been evicted, her game was incredible... and her underdog story would be something i would vote for in a heartbeat... so i knew when i won the veto that week that i needed her gone. Taking out Lana personally sucked because we built a great bond but it needed to be done for me to be sitting here tonight. Finally at F4 when i won the veto i took my chance and evicted chidi. I thought both Piper and Steven would take me to the end but wasn't sure of chidis motives or piper's motives if chidi was in the f3 with us. Also by having Steven still in the game i knew at the end people could not use the duos twist against me without using it against him as well.

Despite joining with a duo... Every move i made was to get ME to this point, and nobody else. Being the swing vote in Britney's eviction despite her strong connection with Steven, sending the Moira vote to a tie despite Steven wanting her out, and using the veto on lana to ruin Steven's hoh and have them target him over me all show that I was my own main priority at the end of the day. I can't look at the duo as an advantage when Lana and Omar were both evicted as soon as they were caught thanks to witch hunts from joey and mojo lmao. I spent a lot of time telling you all i wouldn't care if you were in a duo because it wouldn't matter and didn't impact my game if you were my ally. This was incase i got exposed.... and i would have gotten away with it too if i didn't come clean at the final 5 to stop my lashing from lana and piper lololol<3

Id also like to thank the hosts, especially John Chen for putting up with my shite this game... there is nobody else (besides Kathy) that I would play a game for at this point in my career. You all did a fantastic job, with the exception of Greg who gave me a veto that I did not actually win LMFAO jk ily Greg. I hope I never have to see a riddle again thanks to you john chen! <3

TLDR: Overall i loved playing this game and getting to meet and play with you all. You all made me smile at least once at some point. I am very proud of the game i played and i am excited to answer your questions and hopefully gain your votes tonight! Thank you!!

Hello Jurors!! This has been an insane 22 days to say the least.. I've really enjoyed getting to know all of you and our personal chats. I know I didn't speak too much game with a lot of you.. that was the first part of my strategy. My goal was to make real personal connections and I think I did that with you all (with the exception of Naomi because we did not get to talk much at all due to the twist, sorry girl!) and just be your friend as opposed to someone else in the game. I wanted you all to feel safe with me but not feel like we owed each other anything when it came down to it. Dee i loved our talks about kids and motherhood, mojo and I #feltthebernnn , Neo and I both found out we do not go to the gym even tho I pay for it and he has one in his complex...... I could go on but I won't bore you all. Just know all our conversations meant something to me outside of the game.

As I'm sure a lot of you have realized, I am not the competition flop I made myself out to be for the first 14 weeks. The only competitions I actually tried in before week 15 were the two weeks I was on the block early on in the game. I knew winning competitions and showing my cards would have me targeted much earlier and with the connections i had made i did not think i needed to win anything to break any bonds before i had to and I felt very safe for most of the game. These connections are even further shown when after my two times on the block as a final nominee, out of 31 votes (including Tom's punishment) I only received one vote against me the entire game. Im sure a lot of you thought i could be taken out at a later point and that's how i wanted you to feel.... because I've lost too many games near the end because i seemed too threatening. When it came down to it at the end I won 1 hoh and 3 vetoes in the last 5 weeks of the game in order to ensure both Steven and I would be the two sitting here at finale night.

I won my first veto in week 15, steven's hoh (that i helped him win by solving half of the math equations)... so I would have been safe no matter what. I knew Steven wanted Lana and Piper out but i did not, not yet. Knowing that Piper had the DPOV.. I knew by using the veto on Lana I would gain their protection at least in the double instead of not using the veto and keeping a pissed piper in the house. It also got Justine and Teddy, two of stevens numbers out on his own hoh (sorry besties). Y'all may have thought i was being a sheep, but it had nothing to do with playing Lana's game and had everything to do with my safety going forward. Two comp beasts in my corner. When Lana won the triple HOH and POV i knew i made the right choice. I somehow got steven to stay that week and moved into the final 5 with 2/4 odds in hoh.

My plan was to THROW the final 5 hoh and help Steven to be able to play in the 4th but from guessing randomly i happened to pull out a win. I knew then, it was time to break up Lana and Piper. While Lana had already been evicted, her game was incredible... and her underdog story would be something i would vote for in a heartbeat... so i knew when i won the veto that week that i needed her gone. Taking out Lana personally sucked because we built a great bond but it needed to be done for me to be sitting here tonight. Finally at F4 when i won the veto i took my chance and evicted chidi. I thought both Piper and Steven would take me to the end but wasn't sure of chidis motives or piper's motives if chidi was in the f3 with us. Also by having Steven still in the game i knew at the end people could not use the duos twist against me without using it against him as well.

Despite joining with a duo... Every move i made was to get ME to this point, and nobody else. Being the swing vote in Britney's eviction despite her strong connection with Steven, sending the Moira vote to a tie despite Steven wanting her out, and using the veto on lana to ruin Steven's hoh and have them target him over me all show that I was my own main priority at the end of the day. I can't look at the duo as an advantage when Lana and Omar were both targeted as soon as they were caught thanks to witch hunts from joey and mojo lmao. There was the twist that told yall how many duo members were left and the letters twist and i dont think anyone ever suspected me as a duo so i take pride in that secrecy because i was the only one to opely come out and say it was me without being caught. I spent a lot of time telling you all i wouldn't care if you were in a duo because it wouldn't matter and didn't impact my game if you were my ally. This was incase i got exposed.... and i would have gotten away with it too if i didn't come clean at the final 5 to stop my lashing from lana and piper lololol<3

Id also like to thank the hosts, especially John Chen for putting up with my shite this game... there is nobody else (besides Kathy) that I would play a game for at this point in my career. You all did a fantastic job, with the exception of Greg who gave me a veto that I did not actually win LMFAO jk ily Greg. I hope I never have to see a riddle again thanks to you john chen! <3

TLDR: Overall i loved playing this game and getting to meet and play with you all. You all made me smile at least once at some point. I am very proud of the game i played and i am excited to answer your questions and hopefully gain your votes tonight! Thank you!!

i keep adding ugh

You could have just requested an editable section in your DR lmaoo

Well .... i didnt know that <3

Hello Jurors!! This has been an insane 22 days to say the least.. I've really enjoyed getting to know all of you and our personal chats. I know I didn't speak too much game with a lot of you.. that was the first part of my strategy. My goal was to make real personal connections and I think I did that with you all (with the exception of Naomi because we did not get to talk much at all due to the twist, sorry girl!) and just be your friend as opposed to someone else in the game. I wanted you all to feel safe with me but not feel like we owed each other anything when it came down to it. Dee i loved our talks about kids and motherhood, mojo and I #feltthebernnn , Neo and I both found out we do not go to the gym even tho I pay for it and he has one in his complex...... I could go on but I won't bore you all. Just know all our conversations meant something to me outside of the game.

As I'm sure a lot of you have realized, I am not the competition flop I made myself out to be for the first 14 weeks. The only competitions I actually tried in before week 15 were the two weeks I was on the block early on in the game. I knew winning competitions and showing my cards would have me targeted much earlier and with the connections i had made i did not think i needed to win anything to break any bonds before i had to and I felt very safe for most of the game. These connections are even further shown when after my two times on the block as a final nominee, out of 31 votes (including Tom's punishment) I only received one vote against me the entire game. Im sure a lot of you thought i could be taken out at a later point and that's how i wanted you to feel.... because I've lost too many games near the end because i seemed too threatening. When it came down to it at the end I won 1 hoh and 3 vetoes in the last 5 weeks of the game in order to ensure both Steven and I would be the two sitting here at finale night.

I won my first veto in week 15, steven's hoh (that i helped him win by solving half of the math equations)... so I would have been safe no matter what. I knew Steven wanted Lana and Piper out but i did not, not yet. Knowing that Piper had the DPOV.. I knew by using the veto on Lana I would gain their protection at least in the double instead of not using the veto and keeping a pissed piper in the house. It also got Justine and Teddy, two of stevens numbers out on his own hoh (sorry besties). Y'all may have thought i was being a sheep, but it had nothing to do with playing Lana's game and had everything to do with my safety going forward. Two comp beasts in my corner. When Lana won the triple HOH and POV i knew i made the right choice. I somehow got steven to stay that week and moved into the final 5 with 2/4 odds in hoh.

My plan was to THROW the final 5 hoh and help Steven to be able to play in the 4th but from guessing randomly i happened to pull out a win. I knew then, it was time to break up Lana and Piper. While Lana had already been evicted, her game was incredible... and her underdog story would be something i would vote for in a heartbeat... so i knew when i won the veto that week that i needed her gone. Taking out Lana personally sucked because we built a great bond but it needed to be done for me to be sitting here tonight. Finally at F4 when i won the veto i took my chance and evicted chidi. I thought both Piper and Steven would take me to the end but wasn't sure of chidis motives or piper's motives if chidi was in the f3 with us. Also by having Steven still in the game i knew at the end people could not use the duos twist against me without using it against him as well.

Despite joining with a duo... Every move i made was to get ME to this point, and nobody else. Being the swing vote in Britney's eviction despite her strong connection with Steven, sending the Moira vote to a tie despite Steven wanting her out, and using the veto on lana to ruin Steven's hoh and have them target him over me all show that I was my own main priority at the end of the day. I can't look at the duo as an advantage when Lana and Omar were both targeted as soon as they were caught thanks to witch hunts from joey and mojo lmao. There was the twist that told yall how many duo members were left and the letters twist and i dont think anyone ever suspected me as a duo so i take pride in that secrecy because i was the only one to opely come out and say it was me without being caught. I spent a lot of time telling you all i wouldn't care if you were in a duo because it wouldn't matter and didn't impact my game if you were my ally. This was incase i got exposed.... and i would have gotten away with it too if i didn't come clean at the final 5 to stop my lashing from lana and piper lololol<3

In terms of needing a duo to get here, i dont think i did. Steven won one hoh and that week i had won the veto as well as never needing his votes because i was never in danger of going home. I kept him the week of the triple with Chidi, I won the veto that saved us both at week 18 and i won the final hoh that got us here.

Id also like to thank the hosts, especially John Chen for putting up with my shite this game... there is nobody else (besides Kathy) that I would play a game for at this point in my career. You all did a fantastic job, with the exception of Greg who gave me a veto that I did not actually win LMFAO jk ily Greg. I hope I never have to see a riddle again thanks to you john chen! <3

TLDR: Overall i loved playing this game and getting to meet and play with you all. You all made me smile at least once at some point. I am very proud of the game i played and i am excited to answer your questions and hopefully gain your votes tonight! Thank you!!

I know I deserve the win. I just don’t think they want to award a woman the win. Sexist freaks!

About to get robbed

Lmao

Addison Rae wrote:

About to get robbed

I told you you would lose against him bestie