DAILY CONFESSIONALS

I could be wrong, but I do not think I have every survived an eviction when I was on the block.

I did that. I am still here.

You love being a have not huh lmaooo

No. I made Neo pick me so someone does not turn me into a snake or something. LMAO

I am the cutest little princess frog ever.

Adorbs.

I'd type more about last night but my brain is fried.

Moira has been sucking up to me all day so my only choice is to share my life story and bond.

But it is all lies.

It's my daughter's life story. Her job. Her friends. All of it.

Easy lie since I know it all front and back and their our new developments every day.

Lana is wanting to run something by me... I think she is gonna shoot for a final two or something ridic to get my vote. I dunno.

I'll handle that when it happens.

I'm just trying to keep Justine afloat without her vote as long as I possibly can. And, beyond her, stay tight with the boys. I think Steven loves me the most, but they are my cover now and no one can know how close Justine and I are.

So far, I think no one suspects us. Moira was talking about me with her and Addison lied about what she said to Justine last night. This is working well for us, but I wish she still had her vote. OMG.

OMG LOOK AT ME "THEIR OUR" TYPO UP THERE.

There are... there are...

John, the stress is legit killing my brain cells.

How long can this indelicate balance go on??

HALP.

Bump.

Lol



Suck on that, Tom.

Bump in case I want to win this. Lmao

That was a crazy amount of gambling I just did to earn some trust. Offering to be the pawn. Lulz.

Thank God she balked at the offer cuz I just want an early night and Naomi knows there is NO WAY to save her.

Hopefully when she comes back and sees Justine and I posting in our room she does not tank our games somehow. That is the final hurdle.

This is a risky gamble but it's making me solid in so many eyes.

John. I legit just FELL DOWN MY STAIRS because I AM ALWAYS ON MY PHONE AND I THINK I BROKE SOME TOES AND MY LAWYER WILL BE IN TOUCH.

Youch. This took an ugly turn.

Re: your post in the rules. I do not know who anyone is in this game, nor do they know who I am. I mean, they have probably figured me out -- they always do -- but I really and s h i t at guessing. The only SOLID guess I had was Tom and I am not even sure if that is right. The only other guess I have is that Britney might be Sophia because Britney annoyed me as much as Lindsay did in SQ1. Nawr, nawr, nawr. I thought Justine might be Rae at first because she is so nice, but now I am not so sure.

Oh, Donna. If only you had kept your cool you might have had some time to stay in and pivot. Told Lana you were willing to take the risk and go up against someone who was super sure to leave, but you didn't.

I freaked out at first when she wanted to set me up there next to Donna, but I thought about it quickly and knew Donna had a hair trigger so I went up.

It annoyed me to see people in the group chat think I was just giving up. LMAO I told Lana I was gonna lame duck it. Just be all sad and not make a scene. That was by design. I just now got Chidi to want to work with me again, and I was not going to throw that away by kicking Donna when she was down. It was all a plan, and I had to make it work.

Everyone knows I am working with everyone. I think I have made that 100% clear. Last night I did try for that HOH because I thought I could take it -- and it was working -- but when I saw Lana take the lead, I threw my last two shots as best I could. I could have said orange and blocked her but that would have looked suss so I told everyone she had posted orange before I had a chance to hit refresh and then it was too late. Then I offered to go on the block with Naomi to keep everyone else off and make sure they knew how much I appreciated them. So, let's see how that plays out because I think I curried some favor.

I still trust Justine more than most. I did not tell her a lot of the plan details last night because I have to be a wee bit wary due to her knowing about that Tom thing. She said she had no idea what he meant, but I cannot be 100% sure.

Naomi is back. Hurrah. I have her votes.

We just need a shot at Lana and tonight she can't play.

Fingers are crossed.

People keep calling us out and saying we're dumb for letting her just run the board. We're not dumb. We're just all trying to get as far as we can and making sure when we get that shot, that shot is going to stick.

Now I need to take a muscle relaxer. Your bird has a broken wing.

CHIDI I TAKE BACK EVERYTHING BAD I SAID ABOUT YOU ON THE BELOW.

Those shady betches really had me believing a whole bunch of sheet about you. Do I trust you the least now?? No.

That prize goes to Addison. That girl needs to go.

Disgust wrote:

1. Rank the houseguests on how much you trust them from most to least. You don’t have to specify why unless you want.

Wow. Tough.

Justine
Mojo
Steven
Neo
Naomi
And everyone else just lumps in here. No one any more so than others.
And then Tom, Teddy, Addison second to last.
Then Chidi at the bottom.

2. Who do you think has YOU ranked in the bottom three?

Everyone.  

3. Who do you think has YOU ranked in the top three?

No one.

Yooooo, this is getting hard.

I have now almost hit the halfway point in the game and I have now realized I trust no one.

If I did, I would not hold back info, so, yeah...

I got me and only me.

Not sure how much longer I can keep all of this up but, Lord, I'm trying.