Chaos

The house needed a shake up. 2 truths and a lie. ONE, yes 7 kittens and a mama cat were dropped on my doorstep. I am now having to feed number 7 because with limited resources, mama cat tossed it aside to die. I am literally up every 2 hours feeding a one day old kitten which will still likely die. I am sad for it, but doing what I do, I watched 3 die last week because their mama cat did not have milk, was feral and would not let me near her dying kittens. Hard life, and sharing that information is part of the empathy angle. TWO, yes 51 hours straight without sleep and foggy. It did contribute to the mayhem, sleep deprivation does. But that sleep deprivation was spent watching the relationships online, who is hidden yet messaging me etc. Well spent woken hours.

The lie? That I am emotionally compromised. The chaos was coming as soon as I won HOH and anybody crossed my path. I'd expected it much later, but you cannot control timing. Joey, Chi, Justine (who I know is working with them), Naomi are in a sub alliance. The main alliance includes Moira, Britney, Eminem, and Omar. Likely Tom and Neo. Shades of another game I played, with a huge orchestrated alliance with moving sub parts.

So, when I go up, which I will...do I try to convince them to save me? Or do I throw gas on the fire I started last night and go out in a blazing glory LOL